Well, dammit, I'm not exceedingly happy right now.
Weight = 171
Measurements = Bloated
Face = Broken out as usual
This was Dan's birthday weekend, as I've mentioned. It started out pretty well. I went down to Chicago with my friend Jesse and we ate at a Brazilian Steakhouse called Brazzaz. It was amazing! Most of it was on plan with my low carb eating, except for a few tastes of garlic mashed potatoes and one and a half popovers.
The only picture I got was of the salad bar plate:
Then, a few glasses of wine and the night was good and I felt okay. The next morning, eggs and sausage at the hotel for breakfast, then some coffee.
Then... I came back to Milwaukee and Dan and I went to dinner at Mimmas. Now, if you like Italian food, and you're in Milwaukee, you NEED TO GO there. The food is amazing:
I got the special... which apparently translates to $38 in chicken. But it was amazing chicken. Breaded, and stuffed with a breadcrumb mixture including spinach, cheese and sun dried tomatoes. Cut into medallions and served with a Gorgonzola cheese sauce. YUM!
Dan got a seafood ravioli:
But yeah, apparently a "special" is more like... special (unusual/interesting) and less special (blue light). :( Seriously, this has been the most expensive weekend!
There was another birthday celebration at the bar, and they had a bunch of cupcakes... they brought one over and lit a candle in it for Dan! SO thoughtful. :)
So, last night, we went to Dan's sister's house for his family birthday celebration. And of course, she made pasta. DAMMIT! She pulled me into the kitchen and asked me before she put in the fat free half and half and cheese and Alfredo sauce out of sweet concern for my eating habits. Unfortunately, the fat and meat is great and good on my eating plan. The pasta is not. They got Dreamfield pasta which is healthier, and it shows on the box something like 5 grams of digestible carbs per serving. In reality, if you look at the side/back of the box on the nutritional information, the net carbs (carbohydrates - dietary fiber) is 36 grams of carbs. I try to keep my daily intake around 20 or less.
So, even though there was a huge salad to start the meal... I had the pasta. Why? Because of GUILT. I felt guilty because:
1. It was Dan's birthday weekend, so I should not make it about me.
2. Dan's sister made this meal and asked me about the healthiness about it, assuming I was still doing low calorie.
3. Given that, I should have made everyone aware that I was doing low carb now. (How can I expect someone to adapt to my eating plan, or provide for it, or understand if I only eat salad, if I don't tell people what's going on before they make dinner?
4. I felt it would be selfish to NOT eat it.
So, I ate it. And then... it was my job to make cake, of course. I decided to do cupcakes because it'd be easier and cuter and when I brought cake over, and it'd be cleaner than forks and knives and serving plates, etc.
And of course, I got tons of rave reviews, and I really wanted one. But instead of eating one like a normal person with everyone there eating one too... I didn't. I upheld the facade of "Jenn the healthy eater girl." (Despite accepting a glass of Sangria that had about 40 grams of carbs, about 36 of which were sugar, I found out.)
So... Dan and I got home and while he was in the bathroom, I cut one cupcake in half and ate half. Like I wasn't going to eat the other half? I ate that too. Then I threw away the evidence. Apparently, I've got a little bit of food issues if I'm secretly eating a cupcake that I MADE on Dan's birthday in the kitchen, in the dark, and shoving the evidence into the garbage.
Okay, quick notes on the Grammy's:
Best Performances: Lady Gaga/Elton John, Pink, Dave Matthews Band, Mary J. Blige/Andrea Bocelli, Zac Brown Band
Worst Performances: Jaime Foxx, Taylor Swift/Stevie Nicks
Good, Not Crap Performances: Black Eyed Peas, Lady Antebellum, Michael Jackson Tribute, Maxwell, Jeff Beck/Imelda May
Drake/Eminem/Lil' Wayne: I wanted to review your performance, but I couldn't hear half of it because of muting out what couldn't be aired on television. Maybe change things up a little bit, or sing different songs. Though, what I did hear was pretty damn good. Oh, and pull up your pants. Seriously. It's got to be time for a new Hip Hop pants trend by now, right?
Beyonce: You were great until you butchered "You Oughta Know." Don't ever do that again. Or, do it, but learn the damn words to the songs you're singing before you sing them.
Bon Jovi: I like you, and you're classic and all, but why are you getting so twangy? I swear you haven't always been so twangy. But you all did a good job.
Zac Brown Band: How did I not know you existed? I think I'll pick up your album.
Y'all, I do NOT get the Taylor Swift thing. At. All. This is a place I'll disagree with my boyfriend (John Mayer,) when he says she's something special and will be around for a long, long time. I don't get it, don't hear or see the talent. DO NOT. I mean, come on. Her performances were less than mediocre. I mean, out of key and boring and crap. FLAT. She was SO FLAT! /ugh. She's a pretty girl, I guess. But John, if you love her so much, why can I only hear her sing 2 bars on Heartbreak Warfare? Admit that it's because everything else she tried to sing, you were tempted to stick sharp objects into your ears. And don't lie to me and say you didn't hear it, because when you sing live, you tend to be sharp all the time. That, plus her flatness... you had to have though she couldn't hear at ALL.
I'm sorry, she did NOT deserve the Album of the Year award. Though Dave Matthews Band is one of the greatest and one of my favorite bands ever... Lady Gaga clearly deserved the award. Yes she's weird, but dammit, that album was awesome, and there were so many singles... she got screwed on that deal, people.
I also don't understand why each artist who performs... ends up doing a full blown Superbowl Halftime performance. Why can't each artist sing ... one song? Wouldn't that, like, make room for more artists to perform? ... ... ...